SAM DISCOVERING MYSELF: PART 5 RETURNING HOME

I woke up, and there she was, sitting in a chair watching me sleep, Laura had taken a shower, her hair was still wet, wrapped in a towel, she had already got dressed while I slept, A sad thought hit me, today I have to leave, this was our last few hours together. I had about seven hours before my flight back home... Hhhhmmm, could I even call it that now, it was broken, shattered by deception, I had caught them fucking in our bed … cheaters only care about getting caught, not what they are doing, but, right now, I only wanted to concentrate on Laura. I laid on my side wishing she was still in bed, I would have tasted of her one more time just to say goodbye in a loving proper way. It was hard to talk to her, Every word was forced, I knew that we were both going to cry, there was no avoiding it, but I tried to distance myself because of it. Laura knew, she wasn't dumb, she felt it too. There was a true connection felt between us in the short time we had spent together. She stood up, shook out her hair and asked if she could use my hair dryer. I followed her to the bathroom still naked, mostly out of desperation for a few more final minutes with her. I leaned against the door jam, watching her get ready for work, my heart was breaking then I saw it in the mirror. A tear streamed down her cheek, then another one, mine followed seconds later. I walked up behind her wrapping my arms around her both of us crying. We mumbled our vows of love for each other between sobs, both knowing that this may be the last time we ever saw each other.

“I don’t know what I’m going to do when I get home,†I sobbed in her ear as I planted soft kisses there. “You need to move into the next chapter of your life, baby, find some lucky girl to be with.†I held her tighter. “This is all new for me, I haven’t been on the dating scene for years, and when I was, I was looking for guys, not girls.†Laura spun round and looking at me she said, “It has been truly beautiful watching you blossom this past week as you have admitted to yourself your love for women, not just me, but that you sexually desire women. And yes, I’ve enjoyed helping you discover yourself and would really like to be with you, but I always knew that wasn’t possible.†“I’ll come back and visit and we can be together then!†Laura shook her head. “I don’t want to be your fuck toy to pick up whenever you come to the UK. I want to remember this as a wonderful, beautiful time that we shared. You will find some new sexy girl, sign up for a dating app, they all have options for same sex dating. Message me to let me know how it goes.†We hugged and kissed passionately.

Thirty minutes later, and after a lot of tears and promises, I watched Laura walk down the hotel corridor, turn and look back, before stepping into the elevator. She wiped a tear from her cheek, then she was gone, leaving a hole in my heart. I had incredible memories and decisions to make, right now, I was going to go take a hot shower and cry. My heart was crushed, I may be walking away from the best thing that had ever happened to me, I needed to think about who I was, decide where my life was headed, but first, I needed to go home and file for a divorce.

I sat on the bed sobbing, Laura had been exactly what I needed from this break to get away from the debris of my wrecked marriage. I pulled myself together and packed my bags. After checking out, I drove to the airport, dropped off the hire car and checked into my flight. I sent a text to Laura thanking her for helping me understand myself and for showing me what I had been missing for years. I added a smiley face and heart emoji. Laura replied wishing me all the best and added a broken heart emoji. We were going to miss each other, but I had so much more to explore when I got home. I’d already googled the gay scene back home and I was amazed by how extensive it was, yet I’d never noticed! I also thought about how I was going to handle the break up of my marriage and coming out! I decided to tell everyone the truth about Martin fucking Kelly as the reason we split, and then in time, maybe when I found a new partner, to come out then. I wasn’t going to hide my true sexuality, but I didn’t want my cheating husband to claim that was the reason we split up.

The flight home was good and before long I was home. I had changed all the locks before I’d left so everything was how I expected it to be. I went to the bedroom and froze. All I could see was them fucking on that bed. It was time to order new bedroom furniture, new linens and a redecorate the room to my taste, very feminine I decided. For now, I’d sleep in the spare room. After a nice shower, I crawled into bed, I laid there pondering what I was going to do. I sent Laura a message letting her know I was home and we chatted for awhile. I told her how lonely I was, how I would love for her to be laying next to me. Laura suggested that I join one of those dating apps, see if I could find someone to share my time with, so, I downloaded a dating app, AFF, that had good reviews and had a nice lesbian listing of clientele. I wasn’t sure if I am lesbian or Bi, but for now I wanted to explore my lesbian side. I started looking and quickly found some nice looking women in my area. I didn’t know what to put on my profile so I messaged Laura. After some messages back and forth she emailed me a suggestion on what to write. She also sent some pictures she’d taken of me, nice ones when we had been out. I uploaded my profile and put the phone down. I was tired, the jet lag was now catching up on me.

When I woke, I saw that I had loads of messages in the AFF app. I looked at them, some were very sexually explicit, but others were flirty. They were from women of all ages, everywhere between early 20s to late 60s. It seems that age is irrelevant these days! Some were even from men... didn’t they read the bit that I was only looking for a woman! I decided to just look at the profiles of the flirty messages. I’m happy to be sexually explicit in chatting, but only once I’ve got to know someone. Of all these women who responded, I narrowed it down to 3 women I wanted to reply to, Some continued being flirty, I asked about something in their profile to prove I’d read it! Annie a woman without a photo responded promptly and we started messaging through the AFF app, talking about interests. Like me, she was mid 30s, not in a relationship and just wanted to meet up for a few dates and see where it goes. I chatted with others, Sandie, a very sexy looking 25 year old, and Makeyla, a gorgeous, hot, but, older woman from Brazil. In the end it was Annie that mostly caught my attention.

After several days of chatting online, she sent me a very nice face pic and we agreed to meet up at a bar for a drink. This was the first time for me in a gay bar. I dressed in a low cut dress with a bra that pushed up my tits so my cleavage was easy to see. Being a tit woman myself, that was what I would want to see on a date! I showed up early, I guess I was a little bit eager, excited with the thought that I might find a partner like Laura. I took a seat at the bar, looked around, most of the women looked like me. I don't know what I expected, maybe women who dressed differently or looked different. I was about to order a glass of wine when Annie walked in, OMG, she was wearing a cream colored form fitting dress that left no doubt of the shape of her body. Every curve was accented, her nice toned legs stood out below the short cut length, her shapely hips, her full but firm breasts made my heart flutter, they were pushing outward, stressing the fabric’s limits, testing the seams. She scanned the room, then locked in on me, a smile spread across her face. All eyes were on her as she strode across the room without breaking her gaze on me. I saw her... really saw her, she had taken the effort to present herself to be so sexually attractive. It worked, I was here to date the most gorgeous woman in the room, and everyone else in the room wanted her too! I stood up as she approached, when she arrived, I gave her a nice hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Hi Annie, it’s so nice to finally meet you in person!" Annie gave me the once over gaze from head to toe, when she looked up, locking her eyes on mine, she held out her hand, taking mine, just holding it. “No sweetie, the pleasure is all mine!" We sat and talked, exchanging pleasantries, I told her my story, the whole story. My cheating husband, my deceitful EX best friend, and then I told her about Laura. She listened without interruption, absorbing how my life had fallen apart, and how it was another woman who had picked up the shattered pieces. Half way through my story, Annie placed her hand on top of mine, her thumb softy caressing the back of my hand as she sat and patiently listened, never breaking eye contact.

“Thanks for telling me, Sam, this has been a traumatic time for you, but also it seems that you’ve discovered your true self.†She then went on to tell me that she had also been cheated on in the past, her fiancée, Alice, had been sleeping around and that break of trust had really affected her, and only recently had she started dating again. So far, her dates had been disastrous, girls not showing up and then not contactable, or they used photos at least 10 or 15 years old, or not even them! “You look more gorgeous in real life and you’ve used recent photos!†We were now holding hands across the table. Looking straight into my eyes, she said, “Sam, I’ve never done this on a first date before, but I feel we have a real connection. Do you want to come back to my place?†I smiled as I looked into her eyes, nodded “Yesâ€, and leaned towards her, kissing her on the lips, pushing my tongue into her mouth. We got up, paid our tab, and I followed her out, all eyes on us as we left together.

We took an Uber to Annie’s place, a nice, 2-bedroom apartment, quite spacious with nice furnishings. Annie opened a bottle of wine and poured each of us a glass. Relaxing, chatting, we sat together on the couch with our glasses of wine, our legs rubbing together. I put my glass down and putting my arm around her, pulled her close and we started kissing. Her lips were soft and moist, her tongue urgent as it played with mine. It is so much softer and exciting kissing a girl rather than a guy. My heart was pounding in my chest, there was an immediate connection between us, I felt it deep inside me. When her hand moved to my breasts, a bolt of electricity shot through me. My pussy sprang to life, tingling in anticipation, it was as if I was in Laura's arms again. Annie was patient, maybe too patient, I wanted her hands on me, caressing my flesh, stimulating my body, driving me insane with her fingers and tongue. I couldn’t wait, I reached behind me, unzipping my dress, allowing the straps to fall from my shoulders. When my tits came in sight, Annie caressed them through the fabric of my bra, the palms of her hands making loving, circular motions, pushing against my soft skin. Reaching behind me, she expertly and quickly unsnapped it and pulled it away, revealing my naked breasts, my nipples already hardening in anticipation of what I hoped would happen. Annie lowered her head, her lips covered a nipple, she sucked, and licked with such a fierce attack, the sensation sent me to heaven. I was moaning out loud, arching my back, pressing my tits into her welcome mouth. She swapped between my nipples, now rock hard and big, all the time her hand was on the other, massaging it, playing with the excited nipple.

I started pulling at her clothing, I wanted to taste my new lover. “Sam, baby, let’s take this to the bedroom.†Getting up, we left our half-drunk wine behind, and I followed her into her bedroom. On the middle of her big bed was a pink teddy bear. She carefully picked her up and placed her on a chair by the bed. “She doesn’t need to join us in bed! She can watch us from there….†I was touched by this sensitivity from Annie – no man would ever do that! She stepped to me, her hand grabbing the fabric bunched around my waist, pushing it over my hips, my dress fell around my feet as she leaned in, her mouth taking in my nipple again. As she suckled, she hooked her thumbs in the waist band of my panties, shoving them towards the floor. I was trembling with excitement and anticipation. Annie stepped back, she reached behind herself for her zipper, I stopped her. "No, please!, let me do that!" I stepped behind her, my arms reaching around her. For the first time tonight, I laid my hands on her in a way I had thought about, since her sexy walk across the bar room earlier tonight. Cupping her large, firm breasts, I lifted them, caressed them, lusting for them in my mouth. Grasping her zipper, I pulled it down the small of her back, stopping at the top of her beautifully rounded ass. I pealed the dress from her body, savoring every seductive second of the revealing. Annie wasn’t just beautiful, her body was a stunning monument of what all women wished they could be. Gorgeous wasn’t even a strong enough word to describe her. Her natural beauty made me gasp. For once, I took the lead, pushing her back on the bed, I followed her in, so close that I could feel the warmth of her body, the scent of her perfume.

We kissed passionately, our tongues hungry for each other. I kissed her neck, moving down to her delicious looking globes, still held in her very pretty cream bra. Reaching around her, Annie arched her back giving me space to unsnap her bra and pull it off, releasing her wonderful tits. I gasped as I saw her naked breasts up close. Her skin was pale, milky, her breasts large, full and firm, much firmer than mine. Her nipples were large, pointing outwards and hard surrounded by slightly darker areoles. My hands massaged her wonderful tits, pressing hard into her flesh, cupping them, feeling their weight, my thumbs playing with her nipples as she moaned quietly with pleasure. Playing with these wonderful mounds, I had no doubt that I was truly sexually attracted to women,. I took my time playing with them as Annie was mirroring, playing with mine.

I had to taste them, I had to have the feel of those large nipples in my mouth. Leaning down, I held her right breast in my hands as my mouth covered her nub, flicking it with my tongue, then sucking down hard on it as she moaned in pleasure. I then swapped to the other, again holding her left breast firm as I sucked on her, my fingers kept kneading her soft but firm flesh. I kept swapping between them, enjoying myself, feasting on her tits, enjoying, suckling, delighted in the obvious pleasure I was giving her as she moaned, and writhed on the bed. My confidence as a lover was increasing to build, the desire I felt, made my heart race. I started kissing down her flat stomach, my hands tracing down the sides of her body, resting on her hips. The need, the desire to finish was lingering. I felt no remorse, no trait of reluctance. There was only one direction, one course, the path that led to my final acknowledgment of who I am.

My tongue left a snail’s trail from her bellybutton to the top of the waistband of her cream panties. I could see the crotch was wet, I was already exciting this beautiful woman. She wiggled her hips, helping me to pull them off, revealing her full nakedness. My tongue resumed its path downwards, the single touch of my tongue on her hooded clit made her jump with excitement. Her scent was there, I could smell her heat, that musky smell of a woman’s sex, how she puts off a delicious scent that attracts us who are interested. The line had been crossed, it was a smell that aroused every sense I possessed, making me light up like a beacon. The first time I felt it with Laura, I became unraveled. No control, she had her way with me, and I let her. But with Annie I was determined to be in control, to enjoy her, to make her cum, to taste her sweetness. The scent of her filled my mind with lust, my tongue slipped inside her folds as if I was French kissing her lips, parting them. She was very wet, her juicy slot teasing my taste buds, guiding me to the prize. I couldn't wait, my control was void of any discipline, I needed more. Pushing her legs apart wider, I plunged my tongue inside her, making us both moan in pleasure.

With my fingers I pulled her lips wide open so that my tongue could get in as deep as possible. I licked her drenched crevice up and down, pushing my face into her core. My thumb was playing with her clit, it quickly became unhooded as her excitement built. I was licking faster, harder, my movements becoming more urgent as I licked Annie to the point of submission. She was now calling out loud, “Fuck, Oh Fuck yes!! Sam, don’t fucking stop! Yes, Yes, YEESSSS!!!†Annie was panting, her breathing becoming totally ragged. Her thighs started quivering, and then, I received my delicious prize. Annie jerked hard, her gorgeous love nest started pumping out her pussy cum, her earth shattering orgasm washing though her body. "OOOOOH FUUUUUCK YEEEESSSSSS!!, I'M CUUMMING SAM!!, I'M CUUUUMMMMING!!" I could see her cunt pulsing, it was such a beautiful sight to see, Annie’s juice shot into my open mouth, my tongue eagerly licking so that I could swallow every drop of her sweetness. This brought back beautiful memories, my time spent with Laura. I pushed that thought aside, concentrating solely on Annie, lashing out at her tasty little cunt with my tongue. Annie’s body writhed about, the orgasm bringing intense, tingly pleasure to her. After a couple of minutes, I shifted my attention to her hard button. Annie’s was much larger than Laura’s. It was so easy to get to, sticking out like it was.

My first lick over its head got her attention, her body responded with a jolt. Her hands immediately grabbing fists full of my hair, holding me in place. I latched on to it, sucking on it like a nursing child. “OOOOOOOH FUUUCCCK!! FUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK YEEEESSSSSS!!!" My tongue went wild, rubbing against her erect nob. Her legs seemed to spread out even further, willing me to finish her off again. It was at that moment that I remembered what always tipped the scales for me. Gently, I grazed my teeth along its stem. Her grip on my hair pulled me in closer. I bit it, softly at first, gradually increasing the pressure until she screamed out her release. It started out as a guttural grunt, then blossomed into an all out squeal of pleasure. "UUUH!, UUUUHHH!! OOOOOOOH GOD SAM! YEEESSS!! YEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!" Annie’s juices were flowing past my lips before she screamed "Yes" the first time! I licked her pussy so fast that my tongue hurt, savoring every drop of her delicious nectar, totally devouring her.

When she finally seemed to calm down, I crawled up next to her and laid down on my side, facing her. Annie smiled real big, her hand laying against the side of my face, her thumb softly caressing my cheek. "You have my cum all over your beautiful face sweetie!" She leaned in and kissed me all over my face, tasting herself, before kissing me deeply on the lips, while her hand slid across my stomach towards my soaking wet crotch. I opened my legs before her hand arrived, without stopping, her fingers slipped over my clit, into my soggy slot, and buried themselves in one swift move. I was expecting a little foreplay, not that I am complaining, but, she had other things in mind. I was so ready for her, her fingers pushed easily inside me, my wet lips willingly giving her access. My first instinct was to thrust forward, taking her deep inside me. Her fingers curled upward and rubbed against my special spot, sending shock waves of pleasure throughout my whole body. When she thrust her fingers inward, I thrust forward with a hard driving force, sending a message of impatience to Annie. "HARDER BABY!! FUCK ME HARDER!!" It was obvious that I wanted her to make me cum, I was slamming into her fist like a fucking piston. Every move we made was a step closer to my erupting. The coil inside me was winding tighter and tighter, before too long it would spring loose, a catastrophic chain reaction that would then send me reeling in pleasure. She was getting faster, harder, deeper as she was fucking me. “YEESS, FUCCKK, YEESSSS, I’M CUUMMMIINNNNGGG!!!†And with that a shockwave of orgasms overwhelmed me, my pussy pushed out her cum over Annie’s hand, pulse after pulse. She was in free fall, not stopping her contractions, and Annie didn’t stop her attack. I kept cumming, Annie kept finger fucking me. I was now delirious with pleasure, I had never orgasmed like this before!

My pussy slowly calmed down, but, Annie kept going. She shifted on the bed and moved down so that her tongue was now joining in on the attack of my excited sex. Within minutes I was shooting out more cum, this time into her mouth, and her tongue and fingers worked together to give me more orgasms. My poor pussy was contracting wildly, enjoying orgasms better than she had ever experienced before! Gradually, Annie slowed down, letting me relax from this incredible high. She moved up so we could embrace and kiss, and bathe together in post orgasmic bliss. I knew at that moment that my first lesbian experience with Laura wasn’t a rebound from my cheating Ex. I really was a lover of women, I loved the female form, her shape, her breasts, her pussy, it’s taste, how it looked, how it tasted and felt in my mouth and with my fingers, how wonderful it is to watch a pussy cum and to taste and drink her juice. I had found my true self, I was happy in myself and knew that I had more to explore in lesbian relationships………

This is a fantasy story by Sharon and Vicky.

The pictures are from the internet.