Hayden's Desire

I have verbally told people about the 1st time I discovered my long term friend/ occasional lover had a secret desire, I swore I had written about it but apparently not!

This is set in Houston, Tx.

I had been living with Hayden a few weeks. It was December and I had a cast on my left foot up to my knee from a Thanksgiving day incident. I had a sexy, muscular Latino lover, Gabriel. We were kind of dating but it was mostly sex. He came over almost every evening, we would go out to dinner or I would cook then we would have sex and he would help me shower before heading to the club in downtown Houston where he worked as a bouncer.

One evening we were fucking, I was on my back, he was holding my legs and giving it to me good. Gabriel was not the best lover but he was obedient. He would not orgasm until I gave him permission. He did not get me off much but I was more insecure back then, I was too in my own head and normally had to get off using my fingers as he fucked me. I was not any bit adventurous with him either.

I felt something was off as he was fucking me and opened my eyes to see Hayden was in my doorway, naked, jacking off. His eyes met mine and he smiled. I was unsure how to feel. I felt violated. I did NOT want Gabriel to know we had an audience of one. Gabriel would be pissed and even though Hayden was quite built, I did not want 2 nude men physically fighting over me. Gabriel had his back to my bedroom door, pounding away. I fake winced and told Gabriel I wanted him to cum soon because my foot was throbbing. He was concerned with my comfort and started to pound me as he kissed my knee right above my cast. He asked if I had orgasmed. I fibbed and said yes. I glanced over and saw my door quietly shutting.

Gabriel scooped me up and took me to the bathroom to help me shower, when his phone rang. He sat me on the toilet and took the call in my room. I heard him apologizing and he walked back in the bathroom pulling his clothes on telling me he was late to a work meeting but would give me a shower in the morning. He quickly handed me a washcloth, kissed my forehead and left Hayden's house.

"Well Fuck!" I esclaimed. I was still horny, upset about catching Hayden and sitting on the toilet with a cast on and a washcloth in my hand. I couldn't even get back to my room by myself. I heard the master bedroom door open and Hayden walking down the hallway. I grabbed a towel and covered my body. He poked his head in and looked at me.
"Did Carlos leave? I heard his loud car." I said, "Gabriel is his name and yes he left and I am so pissed at you! What the fuck!?" Hayden smiled, he always smiled when I was upset.

I told Hayden to get my crutches. Hayden instead walked into the bathroom and scooped me up. I was livid. I was 218lb then. I usually do not allow guys to carry me. But Gabriel and Hayden lifted me with no issues.

Hayden had not seen me naked to my knowledge for over a year. But here I am in his arms as he carried me to his bedroom, through his door into his large bathroom and walk-in shower. I had never been in his room or bathroom before. He sat me on the bench in his shower and told me he would get me cleaned up.

I was stuck there and angry. I was also really fucking horny. Hayden adjusted the shower head to not hit me, I told him the bench was uncomfortably cold and he grabbed a folded towel and moved me to put it under me. As he was moving me back he ended up on his knees in the shower between my legs he was fully dressed and before I could say anything his mouth was on my body.

He looked up at me as he kissed my thighs. He had the same desire that I saw in his eyes from my bedroom door only 20 minutes earlier. The same desire I saw all the other times we had sex. I opened my legs to give him access as my mind and body were fighting themselves with anger, lust, desire and feeling extremely dirty. Gabriel's load was inside me. Hayden knew that too as he feasted. I leaned back against the shower tile and let him eat my creampie.

The bathroom started steaming up. I was so turned on but felt so nasty. I continued to let Hayden devour me. He then stood up, turned off the shower and took me to his bed. Neither of us talked. We had sex for what seemed like hours. His cock seemed to keep getting rock hard as he stopped tasting me, he would fuck me. Back and forth he pleasured me until I fell asleep with him stroking my hair.

I remember waking up at 6am and calling Gabriel to tell him not to come over. I actually never saw him again after that day.

Hayden and I talked, he admitted he had watched me with Gabriel almost every time and it was one of his biggest fantasies. Finally fulfilled.

For those of you assuming that Hayden is a white man. He is not, he is actually a very beautiful black man. He resembles Muhammad Ali. I prefer Latino or Caucasian men as my lovers, but enjoy all races in general.

We went on to having many cucky adventures.